Realms-Enchanted

Weighed down by emptiness, My destination grows father away with each step toward it, The stillness hangs eerily in the air like a dead man, Whose steely gaze pulls my eyes down to meet his, It's like looking into a mirror.

She splatters her true colors across a canvas, In hope that anyone will see them, And love her anyway.

Electricity shoots through my veins, As I dance to the beat of my quickening pulse, And all of my surroundings melt together, As my instincts overtake my restrictions, And I catch glimpses of freedom, In the corners of my eyes.

I'm numb, I can't stay here, Trapped in gray. The smallness, The Pettiness, The Insignificance, Asphyxiates me. Leaves me delirious and blurry. Blurs the lines between Reality and dreams, Blurs the lines between Pleasure and pain, Blurs the lines between Desire and fear, Blurs the lines between, black and white, When all I want, All I want Is to feel some color. I'm numb, I can't stay here, Trapped in gray.

You berate me, Yell as loud as your voice will go, "What do you want" It's not a question, Not the way you say it, Yet you demand to know my answer. "What do you want" It crashes over me like a tidal wave. "What do you want" It starts coming in faster and faster, I don't have time to breath, "What do you want" Before the next one comes in, I hyperventilate, "What do you want" You yell rapid fire now, Like a machine gun, "What do you want" Your words are the bullets, They won't let up, They are tearing me apart, "What do you want" I'm in the fetal position, Tears obscure my vision, I don't know what's happening, "What